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I've always wanted a baby. I've always wanted to be a mum. Nothing in the whole has ever made me happier than the idea of having a baby.
In this first year of marriage though I have found myself, not just wanting a baby, but wanting a family. Not only do I want a baby, but I want to have G's baby. I want to join us together even more by having something that inevitably links us forever. Something that we get to make and share; and believe me that's saying something for me as I'm not one for sharing!
The fact that now we are married and in the process of getting a house sorted means that I am ever so much closer to having a baby.
I am trying to have a healthier lifestyle and I am planning to do the Brighton marathon again in 2015 to help me lose weight and then am hoping to fall pregnant after that.
The idea that it may not happen is niggling in the back of my mind, but fingers crossed there aren't any underlying issues that would mean our fertility isn't great.
Here's to drinking less, smoking less, getting fitter and getting up the duff!!!